chunkylover63

sin city was fucking awesome! every time jessica alba was on the screen, i was straight... swear to god!

last night was a very interesting night....

hello again to all my friends. it's been quite a while hasn't it?

at the moment,
1. one of my best-friends is mad at me,
2. i'm crushing on someone at the moment (aren't i always?),
3. my life hasn't changed one bit since i've posted,
4. i smoke a lot of weed,
5. i smoke way too many ciggarettes,
6. i finally got my fucking state id,
7. a long lasting relationship broke-up and left affected frienddships in pieces,
8. and finally, i think i may be a lesbian now. damn L word...

1. it's eva, i don't know why exactly but, i'm sure i can guess. i hope it resolves soon 'cause i love her so much and it realy sucks that i can't talk to her.
2. i need to stop crushing on people who are totally unattainable to me. it just sucks liking someone and knowing that nothing is gonna come out of it.
3. self-explanatory
4. weed is my bestest friend. i love smoking up with friends. most memorable smoking sessions involve me, anna, zaid and josh cruising around chicago. i recently smoked with tim in his car before heading into woodfield mall. that was so much fun.
5. what can i do? nothing!
6. yup, finally. i'm fucking 19 years old and was struggling to buy ciggarettes. i especially needed it by today 'cause nothing is getting in the way of me seeing sin city.
7. i'm not gonna say who 'cause i don't really know if i should even mention it but i'm sure whoever needs to know already does so i don't need to say who. it sucks 'cause it just seems as though we're either hanging with one or the other.
8. yes, lesbian sex is hot when it's not being made to appeal to straight guys. you know 'lesbian porn' with chicks with long blonde hair, long red finger nails and wearing red pumps just isn't at all appealing. the sex on the l word however is very hot. it gets a rise even out of a dick-loving homo. ah, best soft-core porn EVER!

i suppose that i shuld update considering i haven't in quite a long time. truth of the matter is, i don't have anything to update about. my life is pretty much the same since the last time i did...
i've been able to steer clear of drama. even though i like to have drama 'casue let's face it. no matter how bad it gets, drama is fun to have.
blah blah blah.

this was rather pointless now wasn't it?

i don't know waht to update about and i think lidia is getting annoyed by my flashy britney icons....
maybe i'll stay on a little longer...

i smoke way too much. bud that is, not squares, you can never smoke enough ciggarettes... the other day i fucking blacked out and fell face first into jessicas' fridge. woke up to blood on the floor and tim shaking me and telling me to get up. weird thing is, i don't remember the fall. just the before and after. right before i snapped out of it, i remember thinkin, "why can't i hear anything?" it was fucking scary. then the next day, we smoked up some more.

i've decided that i really love all of my friends and that i've surrounded myself with such a large, diverse, group of people. you can find a little bit of everything in my friends. they're like different flavors that i like to mix and match or just take on by themselves. this annoying fuck keeps im'ing me...

anywho, gonna go now. HOLLA!

so i'm finally posting. i haven't in quite a bit. nothing much of interest has been happening.i've just been partying A LOT. i miss a lot of people.... eva, yasmine, yesenia, noemi... sometimes i think the people i hang out with take up a lot of time. i don't mind that at all 'cause i love the people i've come to surround myself with. i'm so glad i have the friends i have.

as faqr of my love life goes... NOTHING!
just the usual, i'm crushing on a few people but because this is a LIVE journal, i'd rather NOT say who these people are. it's just better that way. i'm at lidia's at the moment and kind of content. i haven't seen her in quite a bit so i'm glad we're hanging out today. we went thrift store shopping. i bought a jacket, a hoodie, a batman tee, a scarf that matches my hat and a jacket for anna. then we went to clarke's and we walked to strange cargo. i bought a jack daniels tee (yeah!), some jelly bracelets and lidia stole me a wallet that sys bad motherfucker (PULP FICTION!). she stole herself some wristbands, a wallet and glasses. today was a good day so far...

hello everyone, long time no write. i'm at chloes' at the moment. kick ass lap top. today is her b-day party and i'm sure i'm inhuge trouble when i finally go home tomorrow... oh well. i'm a little buzzed at the moment. it's weird. i guess i wasn't drunk long enough yesterday it bled onto today. chloe and i slept on the same couch. that was interesting. i didn't even remember that this morning. weird. i ike being drunk although i thin i prefer being high.... i dunno. drunkenness makes me feel sloppy... i'm gonna go now cause i really don't have anything to say and i can't right about my 'problems' cause duh! thisis a live journal.... it's upsetting...

here are some pics from the 'welcome home' party for eva....

they're quite comical..... ENJOY!

the screening couldn't have gone any better. it was great. i'm so proud of my friends. eva upset me though 'cause she suddenly got weird. i dunno. we went to golden nugget after. the 'party' sucked though. we watched pink floyd/wizard of oz again but, i was sober and not really paying attention. i don't even think i got drunk... i have traces of a bit of a headache though so maybe i was. the sleeping situation was really weird though. it was me yeni and yasmine and i was in the middle. it was really comfartable like that for a while but then i made the fatal mistake of getting up to pee and yasmine took my place. we totally took advantage of yeni though and we (me and yeni) got yasmines bra off. it was very interesting....

so yesterday was really fun. got really drunk and hgh. i saw the wizard of oz with pink floyds dark side of the moon. it was FUCKING AWESOME, it totally blew my mind. today is the screening. YEAH!

hello everyone. i am at juniors house on his awesome new laptop. i love the sound his keyboard makes. it's soo cool. it's like i'm a hackeror something. anyway... party at andys' today. i think.... i'm never totally sure about these things. i'm so excited about the screening on saturday. i don't even know why... i just am. i just know it'll be super fun. plus there's this little after party so, it's gonna be great.

i'm still not sure what i want to be for halloween. i'm open to suggestions. except drag. i dare ot venture into that just yet. i'm afraid i'll like it. :) when and IF i do, i wanna lose weight so that i can be britney. not the lame ...baby one more time video either. the outfit she wears at her performance at the 2001(?) VMA's. that'll be the shit...

i'm so excited for anna 'cause there's this certain someone in her life right now and things are going so well. i hope 'things' happen. it'll be so cool.

oh yeah, saw 'chasing amy' two days ago. NOT as good as i thought it would be. so not as good as i thought it would be.
she wasn't a lesbian, just a big o' whore.

Would anyone want to bang you? by phobia
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Wants to Bang you:
This many times:	140
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hello everyone... it is me again. i'm at anna's ans she's doing her homework. i'm not sure why i'm updating exactly because i really don't have anything important to update about. monday was such a good day. anna and i had dinner with eva, yesenia, stephanie, lidia, and vanessa. a god time was had. then at around ten. lidia and vanessa departed and the rest of us went to go pick up yasmine. then we all went bowling which was so cool 'cause that was the most fun i've ever had bowling. i was especially excited 'cause DUH! eva was there. we took tons of pictures. i made a strike when justin timberlake started playing. it's a sign! we're meant to be! anyway-
then, yesenia, eva, and stephanie left and yasmine, anna and i went to go get zaid and josh and then we went to the lake and smoked up. it was really cool 'cause the waves were crashing against the walls that is the irving park harbor. it all sounded just awesome and i dunno, it was just a really cool night all in all....

i need to have more nights like that...

oh! by the way. rodolfo and comapany are having another screening so i encourage everyone to go. it's a 5 dollar suggested donation and it is going to be held saturday at 10 pm and sunday at 7 pm at the prop theatre: 3504 N. Elston between belmont and addison. so everyone better go. KAYTEE! i will probably be there both days so yeah, everyone should go.

i've been REALLY happy these past couple of days... eva is back for 2 weeks. the night she got in, there was a party at yenis' and i got REALLY drunk. yesterday, i spoke to dorothy and i think i'm going to see her today. i dunno. i've been REALLY happy. all my straight chicas are coming back to momma.... :)

i was just doing some of annas' homework. i was editing some chicks paper for her and i discovered after a few paraghs that, i genuinely dislike that person. she one of those people who THINKS she can write but really doesn't. you know what i mean? sad thing is, i think i'm one of those people too...

Your Demise by retro_melt
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Do you feel ready to die?	Yes, pleaseNo noo!!Undecided.
Date of Death:	November 23, 2006
Cause:	Natural Causes (disease)
People who show up at your funeral:	82
Percentage of those who showed up but don't care a: 76%
Reads your eulogy:	middlepoint
Cries for you:	scilly
Acts indifferent:	strwbrryjulia
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how interesting. no one seems to care that i'm going to die. it would appear that i will be dying very soon!

okay, so if any of you losers haven't seen 'mean girls' yet, you seriously need to go out and see already dammit! it is serously one of the funniest movies of the past spring. very very funny. i love that fucking movie. *sigh*


regina: go ahead sit down. why haven't i seen you around?
cady: oh, i'm new. i just moved here from africa.
regina: what?
cady: yeah, i use to be home schooled.
regina: wait, what?
cady: my mom use to teach -
regina: no, i know what home school, is i'm not retarded. you mean to tell me you've never been to a real school before?
cady: no
regina: shut up.
cady: (shakes her head)
regina: shut up!
cady: (nervously) i didn't say anything.
regina: you know, you're like really pretty.
cady: thank you.
regina: so you agree.
cady: what?
regina: you think you're really pretty?
cady: (giggles nervously, unknowingly)
regina: ohmygawd i love your bracelet. where did you get it?
cady: oh, it's from africa. my mom made it for me.
regina: very adorable.
gretchen: yeah, it's so fetch!
regina: what is fetch?
gretchen: it's like, slang... from england.
karen: wait, if you're from africa... then why are you white?
gretchen: ohmygawd karen you can't just go around asking people why they're white.
regina: could you give us a second?
(cady nods and the plastics consult each other by whispering)
regina: okay, just so you know we don't do this very often so, this is like a very big deal. we want you to sit with us, for the rest of the week.
cady: oh no, really that's fin-
regina: coolness. so we'll see you tomorrow.
karen: oh, on wednesdays, we wear pink.

so yeah, that is when cady first encounters the plastics. you'll have to excuse me if some of the dialogue is off, i'm doing it from memory...

i'm at lidia's house right now. i';m avoiding my pops. i hate him so much. my mom is at this thing and she's gonna be there all day. so , i don't want to be home 'cause he's gonna be there all day and i DON'T want tobe stuck there with him.


been running into xavier a lot lately. it's a nice coincedence. he's cool. i need a fag friend. EVERY fag i've run into i absolutely CANNOT stand. except him. he's cool peeps.

yesterday, anna, lidia, vanessa and i went bowling. we invited zaid last minute. he's a cool guy. i hope stuff happens... (those of you who know what i 'm talking about don't mention it, aight?) although, he said i looked like weird al yankovic. that sonavabitch! but he made it better. he clrified for me that he thinks weird al is incredibly sexy so, it's all good. :)

i CANNOT wait until i get my shit together. i can't wait to have a job, start going to classes at columbia. that'll be awesome! i cannot wait to go to lectures, walk around dowtown. being able to go out and not worrying about not having any money. i just gotta make that shit happen. i already told myself that i am going to stop smoking bud all of this month so that i'll be clean by november and then i will be able to look for a job without worrying about taking a drug test.

i'm annoyed because this is the second tome i had to type this entry....

YEAH!

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